Tuesday, October 11, 2011
So I am feelin' the funk... and not in a good way.
I should rephrase and say I am actually in a funk. A low. A downer. Not a great place.
I have some 'stuff' going on at the moment (that is as explicit as I can be presently) and I have been trying to work through my feelings these last few months with the help of a couple of trusted friends and the dear hubby.
The way I have been feeling changes on the daily, but the undercurrent of funkiness is always present, and to be honest, I thought it would have shifted by now.
I wish I could divulge more, but even in this forum, I am not sure I can fully relate what is going on- too many would not understand where I am coming from and as I am still dealing with these feelings and issues myself, I am not in a strong enough position to share further.
I apologise for being so vague, but I have had to make half-arsed excuses to friends of late of why I am 'not around' and it (I am) tiring... trust that (most) will be revealed and I hope then that I can explain myself further.
As I said to my husband (my absolute rock!) just 2 nights ago, right now I am just putting one foot in front of the other. That is the best I can do.
EDIT: I should add that due to this 'stuff' there has been no reading whatsover going on, so no book club to speak of. I hope to be back on it soon.